Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting.

And I'm gonna be with you someday
only because you said I couldn't.

Remember, I will be here when your life goes
all hectic and wrong. I'm always here to help you.
I've been here all along.

People said I've changed so much
Well, here's the truth:
I grew up.
I stopped letting people push me around.
I learned that you can't always be happy.
I accepted reality.

Pay me no mind,
as I slip through the cracks.
I'm invisible to you.
But hey, that's what I'm used to

We used to be able to talk about everything,
but now it's impossible to even start a
decent conversation with you.
You can't deny it, things have changed.
We've grown apart, and you have to face
the fact that I will no longer be there every
single time you need me,
just like you're not there every
single time I need you.
The truth is what it is,
and that is I do not have anymore
respect for you as an individual now.
You are just another face in the crowd.

Rumors are vicious,
talk is cheap.
Words are dangerous,
secrets you should keep.
Gossip is fake & will
make the deepest cut.
So learn from the past,
& keep your mouth shut.

You might not see me cry but I do
You might not see me scream but I do
You might not see me fall but I do
You might not see me hide but I do
I do everything I do because of you

Flesh is heretic.
My body is a witch,
I am burning it.

And honestly, I'll dance on your grave
'cause since you fucked me over shit
just ain't been the same and I'm smarter
now you could say and I'm walking the line
of insane.

And I almost felt an ounce of guilt,
as I watched you bite the bullet.
But a whore is always a whore.
And revenge is sweet, no matter
if the revenge is yours.

Don't need a rose,
I want a daisy you picked for my hair.
I don't want a box of fancy chocolates,
I want a burnt cookie that you made just for me.
I don't want to go to some upscale restaurant,
Lets just have a picnic in the park.
We don't have to go to prom,
We can just dance on my front porch
Until we fall asleep in each others arms.

Stand up fucking tall!
Don't let them see your back.
Take my fucking hand,
and never be afraid again.

My love's like an arm chair, it's inclined to
recline and sweep you off of your feet.

As people make my hit list larger,
They make their lives shorter.

"I've loved another with all my heart and soul;
and for me, this has always been enough."

it's almost like you had it planned;
it's like you smiled & shook my hand and said,
"hey, i'm about to screw you over big time."

Oh dear! It's been hardly a moment ,and you're already missed.

you people are all so gay.
get lives and liver cancer.

I'm Hot cause I'm fly, you ain't cause you not.

ok, your ugly, you hate off me, your face is disgusting,
your purse is even uglier than your face, your scared
of me, &you need a life, who are you? hah <3

I'm justa teenage dirtbag baby.«

and when i say 'lets keep in touch'
i hope you know i mean 'i wish that you`d grow up'

sometimes the person you really need is
the one you didn't think you wanted.

&suddenly i realize
everything must happen,
~ for a reason

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry

theres no i in slut,but there is a u.

first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling <3

Someday, I want to be a runaway fashion desinger.

Can't turn back the hands of time
Can't make believe that you're still mine.

A tight tye-dye dress she was a psychadelic mess
we toured to the north, south, east, and west
we sold some mushroom tea we sold some ecstacy
we sold nitrous, opium, acid, heroin, and pcp

And as we lie beneath the stars, we realize
how small we are.

you want to burn the liars? You'll set us both on fire.


it`s girls like you that make me think i`m better off
home on a saturday night, with all my doors locked up tight



you could be all i need to save me from me.



shorty look like a model
reminds me of a coca cola bottle *



when im thinking of you
you're thinking of me
<3

In vain, I blame my trembling on the cold air,
But I can't hide that I relied on you.

We're only gonna die for our own arrogance;
that's why we might as well take our time.

Yes, I am a pirate, two hundred years too late;
The cannons dont thunder, theres nothin to plunder.

even the best fall down sometime

so wear me like a locket around your throat
i'll weigh you down, i'll watch you choke
you look so good in blue, you look so good in blue

i've got a breaking story baby,
you're just old news.

The meaning of life isnt to find the person you can live
with, its to find the person you can't live without .

What goes around comes around,
Baby i thought you knew
When you do somebody wrong,
its gonna get done to you.

Shorty, she think shes fine
Fine enough to blow your mind
Shorty, she think shes bad
Get on the floor & shake that ass

To satisfy me baby,
you've got to satisfy my heart.

Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost.
To put it nicely, I hope you choke.

i feel as if im proving to be a letdown in life.

'Stop bitching, start a revolution'

'Cause you could slit my throat,
And with my one last gasping breathe,
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

You're a touch over rated.
You're a lush and I hated.
But these grass stains on my knees,
They don't mean a thing.

Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Don't let it get to your head, please.

And will you tell all your friends,
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinking.

I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life.
I stay wrecked and jealous for this
For this simple reason.
I just need to keep you in mind.

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happened
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I won't ever ask if you don't ever tell me.

Your lipstick, his collar
Don't bother, angel
I know exactly what goes on.

Sad, small, sweet, so delicate
We used to be this dying breed
I got a bad feeling about this.

Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost.
To put it nicely, I hope you choke.

i feel as if im proving to be a letdown in life.

WERD TO CRUNKSCION.

shake it like an ERFQUAKE.
werd to ya motha

iloveyoukid<3

I have shattered dreams,
But when I stand next to you,
I scream for air.

With every blasting moment these walls keep getting worse.
The walls are getting closer and I don`t think this is working.

Time will pay,
Run in piss.

He tried to stop me,
But I shot him through the head,
And now he`s dead.

I git high on your memory.

I miss all the old great friends, cute relationships, sitting and just laughing for hours.
Now I'm loosing all my friends, and barley making new ones.
None of those "cute relationships," and those hours are now minutes.
People change, and there's nothing you can do about it.

Don`t let go, It`s only a matter of time,
Before someone new comes in, And makes
You feel totally complete. Wait for it.

Don`t cry,
That`s crap.

Bare with me,
I bare with you
We both have some
maturing to do.

It`s amazing what you`ll find,
When you just open your eyes.
Sometimes life can leave you blind,
But still you try to cover your lies.

To you I'm like a flavor that wouldn't last
You took one bite and spat me out real fast

I think you're in over your head,
Choking as the water fills your lungs
Can't you see to me you're dead?

I'm looking forward to another day without you
The way I see it you could never do what I do
I welcomed you with open arms,
You drove the knife write through my heart
So now i'm crossing out the pain that's been tearing us apart.

The arch in your eyebrows can tell the truth
Just imagine what your back can do,
and the dance floor where I do my best
is your, your mattress.

"punch sluts."<3

and if we get caught
bottles in hand, lips attatched,
atleast we're going down together.

& if you're calling me out,
then count me out

Promise me to never look down.
And we'll stay like this forever.
If your stomach feels weak ;
xxx then my work here is done.

well its love, make it hurt.

"I'm the best, it's simple. I wake up
in the morning and piss excellence."

If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end.

Lately, they say my eyes are always half open.
Maybe its because I can never sleep.
Constantly questioning, why my smile seems so broken.
Maybe it's because you are everything to me.
Why cant I make you smile anymore?

Meeting new people and seeing new places,
like that will make her forget.

When you live in a nightmare,
It's written all over your face.

No the streets are straight, it's the soul that's crooked.

I'm wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason left for me to care

Maybe memories last forever
But they come to a certain point
Where the meaning of the memory dies.

Shoot my cupid out of the sky.
Break off his wings,
And gouge out his eyes.
And thank him for nothing,
Cause that`s all that he gave to me.
Your love is my heart disease.

The, "Tooth Fairy," teaches children that they
Can sell their body parts for money.
I blame her for prostitution.

She sits in the dark,
Crying out her heart
Saying, "I dont even
Know where to start.

Unless you can part my ribs like the sea,
And make stone beat; then there's no hope for me.

When you jump up, the Earth wants you back.
Your resentment grows untill you're all alone.
But you're so smart, how could they not know,
When you're standing there in good humored white.

Here's to the girls on their boards with bruises and scars
Here's to the girls whose fingers bleed from playin guitar
Here's to anyone who never quit when things got hard
You'll never let them say you'll never get that far

I took the pills
I took the advice
The panic stopped
But still, I'm not right
Racing thoughts and wasted time
It's the same old story-line
This is my nursery rhyme

I wanted to write you one perfect song
To make you cry in your sleep.
Kinda like, a soundtrack for your dreams,
To let you know I'm watching
And making sure it turns out alright.
I guess I wanted to make you feel something.
I wanted to make you feel everything.

Hypothetically if you were point A
And theoretically if I was point B,
We would be frantically melting
Into one massive point that could overcome anything

When ur with me, I feel like singing.
It's like I'm swinging the whole
Planet on the end of my chain.
Oh, when u kiss me, my head starts
Spinnin' it's like ur sending the
Adrenaline straight to my brain.
And it feels right as rain, all my
Worries wash away when ur with me.

I touch my lips, empty of his.
& a soft, relaxing mood washes
over me. Sweet & gentle he was.
A wonderful memory of a slight
kiss between two friends, who
may, be becoming even more.

If the ocean tumbles, and the whole world crumbles,
By his side I'll still be standing there 'cause I was made to love him.

Romantic love, in pornography as in life, is the mythic celebration of female negation.
For a woman, love is defined as her willingness to submit to her own annihilation.
The proof of love is that she is willing to be destroyed by the one whom she loves, for his sake.
For the woman, love is always self-sacrifice, the sacrifice of identity, will, and bodily integrity, in order to fulfill and redeem the masculinity of her lover.

I feel I`m so lucky,
To have had a chance
to love this much.

God, give me a moment`s grace,
`Cause if I`d never seen your face,
I probably wouldn't be this way.

Mama says, I just shouldn`t talk to you,
Susan says that I should just move on.

You `oughta see the was people,
look at me when they see me
`round here talking to a stone.

I finally moved to Jackson,
When the summer came.
I won't have to pay that boy
to rake my leaves.

I'm probably going on and on,
Seems I`m doing more that these days.

I probably wouldn`t be this way.
I probably wouldn`t hurt so bad.
I never pictured ever minute without you in it.
Oh, you left so fast.

Sometimes, I see you standing there.
Sometimes, it`s like I', losing touch.

You win my love,
You win my soul,
You win my heart,
Yeah, you get it all.
Well, you win my love.

Oh but if youi wanna win it,
Babe, there`s no speed limit!

Just go faster, faster
Dont be slow,
Rev it up, rev it up
`Till your engine blows.

You make my motor run.
My love is yours.
Yup, your number one.

Got a date a week from friday
With the preacher's son.
Everybody says I`m crazy
I'll have to see.

Everybody thinks I`ve lost my mind,
But I just take it day by day.

When I turn and walk away
Abandon, it's not worth the effort
When stalling means
Too fucking scared to create

As days go by, shed a tear
I hate your face more than life
I'll fake a smile for you, my dear
So turn away.

Feels like you could kiss
My imperfections away
And I would stand by your side
Until the sun turns the sky

I swear to you on everything I am
And I dedicate to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die

Nobody made you king of the world
And I'm here to dethrone you
So kiss the ring motherfucker
It's my time to shine

I liked it when my fingers
were entangled in yours &
my hand was on your chest,
listening to your heartbeat.
It made me feel safe, like
at that moment, nothing
bad could touch me.

i may just be a fool,
but your cool, & baby
cool kids belong together.

My heart bleeds no more.
Now it's been turned to stone.

As my legs start to shake
I feel nothing
I wanted you
I needed you
But you weren't there this time.

She's crying, she's breaking,
she's lying, she's faking,
she's hated & taunted
she's wanted & flaunted
she's a puppet on a string,
an angel without a wing,
she's every girl you want her to be
but she only wants her self esteem

I close my eyes
I can still see
You are right here
Where I want you to be

Leave me alone
Don't come any closer
I'm so alone
And you call me a loser

Have you ever started
That brand new day?
Had a second chance
And thrown it away?

In my deepest fears
I'm losing you

There is no time
To be sorry
This pain has been lost
In the depth of me


These questions in my mind
Are so much bigger than life

i'll lower the casket.
open the door.
open the grave.
murder.

A kiss from her is one
of the grave.

Oh how seldom we belong
but so elegant our kiss

I need not your wicked weapons
My war is not with someone like you

&& This smile won`t ever wash away.

like bringing a knife
to a gun fight

I did this for you
not for your religion
not for your patterns
I did this for you

He's shallow like
Shoreline during low tide
But my hopes are not
Quite as high

Just talking with my shoes
Converse with my Converse

Alcohol & Nervous wits
Razor blades & Bloody wrists
Deceiving eyes trapped in lies
Can`t escape their painful cries

Shard of glass
Skin of gold
Steal my breath
Blood runs cold
Violet waves
Oceans blue
All my love
Lost in you

lets d!lJ a coin.
heads; your mine
tails; im yours


Don't you ever think for one second that
I will forget the reasons that I cried
You are no more potent that the words that choke me

For these wounds I claim redemption
For these wounds I am redeemed

I am so hardcore I make murder look like suicide

And so the night wears on
And so my patience thins
To my eyes dawn in horror
Because I'm alone again.

Your lies consume me
With every breath I'm burning
Oh how I believed
The truth was in your eyes.

My life is now chaos
And your tongue breeds deceit
Wake from this nightmare
I'll never love you again

I've got nothing that i hide except for what's inside
I keep it all locked up, in this prison we call love
I'm suffocating...

I think of a while ago
We might of had it all
I was so stupid then
You needed time to grow
But now just as things change
As well my feelings do
In time things rearrange
I am so sick of chasing you

When he lunged onto the hood,
she stopped to tell him she'd been wrong.
He was thrown head over heels
into the traffic coming on.

there's beauty in a breakdown
dont catch her when she falls
let her crumble to the ground

Strip away vanity
Just as you comsume me
Broken smile, starless sky
Save it all, Say goodbye

Diamonds in her eyes and a knife through her back

Gorgeous eyes shine suicide.

face down in the dirt,
she said "this doesn't hurt."

we may die from medication,
but at least we killed all the pain.

& i'll find my way to you.
i promise

They call kids like us vicious
and carved out of stone
But for what we've become
we just feel more alone

Oh, instincts are misleading
You shouldn't think what you're feeling

meeting new people and seeing new places,
like that will make her forget.

when you live in a nightmare
it's written all over your face.

No the streets are straight it's the soul that's crooked

67% of Americans say
"i love you"
everyday 23%
of them actually
mean it.

& you can come over,
we can watch a scary movie
and take stupid pictures,
fall asleep together on my couch,
because you are my everything
and all that i am, is yours. <33

you jump
i jump
right?

He said, " I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war, If you can't tell me something worth fighting for."

party like a pimp,
& love like a lady.

definition of perfect;
every moment i'm with you.

keep your head up
your colors are beautiful
when they say give up
just turn up your radio

SCARE ME BABY
It's not like I've never seen disaster.
SPARE ME BABY
It's not like you care.
BREAK ME BABY
It's not like it hasn't been.

I'm always my happiest when
I'm singing in the shower,
dancing in my underwear,
or just thinking of you.

She just can't sleep in her bed
She's falling down the stairs
She's tearing out her hair
She's screaming his name

Worry about your character,
not your reputation because
your character is who you `
are & your reputation is
what people think you are

When you cried,
When you died
When you told me you'd
Open my eyes
I believed you.

I want sunshine, & beach hair,
& the smell of coconuts & salt water
& sand all over. I wanna drive 90
with all the windows down, & float in the pool.
I wanna party with my best friends.
I wanna watch fireworks & lay on the front lawn
looking at the stars.
I want an adventure everyday
I want the morning after around a kitchen table,
laughing about the night before,
I want the next day with my friends on the front porch.
I want summer!

I hardly can wait
For us to hang out
I'm really missing it
In so many ways

there's a silence in your eyes
a mystery that kills. it's either
you love me, or you never will

here we go again
with the mixed signals
&& second thoughts <3

i'm reaching up
i'm reaching out!
open my hands
open my heart
won't You lift me up

& your slowly shaking finger tips
show that you're scared like me

fight the tears, with pretty smiles

you are my oxygen when i was drowning
you are my water in the draught
you are my sunshine in the darkest storm
and your love, 'i'd die without'.

let's leave these lives tonight
you can find us by the trail of our insides
they were left at the scene of the crime
we've tampered with evidence
finger prints were left behind

start a riot; slash your wrists red

Take my heart
If you like the beat
Take my lungs
If it's hard to breath.

what's it like to make a metaphor?
my mother's a womb. my dad's a guitar.
my love is a heart. or a kiss. or a star.
or a prayer for my life as i sleep in the car.
she's a doctorate in rain. and the same last name.
or a light in the dark and my God is the same.
my life is a speck of dust. or a flame.
and i'm all the better for it. not knowing,
or caring, it's not for me to choose. some call it trust.
some call it faith. it's all just a matter of taste.
and this is not me. and i've fooled you all again.